Catching up

Lots of stuff has happened in the last six years since i last blogged.
I lost two grandparents...went through  some heartache...met the love of my life......got married.....migrated and had my first baby. WOW.
Life now feels fulfilled and it really does start at 30 no lies about that. although i wouldnt change anything about my past...past emlpoyers...relationship...new friends new beginnings .
Losing loved ones definitely slaps you into reality and says HEY  life is so friggin short do every and anuthing you have ever wanted to do.
You miss the way things used to be in th past and thats because its often difficult to adapt to new...to accept change and swallow new reality.
Travelling from the Caribbean to Australia has been an experience. Totally and almost literally my world was turned upside down. I love new...especially now that nothing in my past life still exists really.
So dont be afraid...dont mean to sound clichè but take the plunge! Do your bucket list.
Dont be afraid once in your life to live for YOU.

Taking the plunge

Quote #1.
“Is life not a thousand times too short for us to bore ourselves?” — Friedrich Nietzsche

Quote #2.
“Magic is believing in yourself, if you can do that, you can make anything happen.” — Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Quote #3.
“People need to be made more aware of the need to work at learning how to live because life is so quick and sometimes it goes away too quickly.” — Andy Warhol

OK so i need to make a decision and I need to make it fast. I have been working in an environment which has slowly made me start to decompose. Its like I cant even get up and move during the day because its so painfully boring and irritating. I need to take a jump into the unknown starting now.

Empty hand

So many hopes and dreams swim around in my head,
I must accomplish them before I am dead.

Every day I look around and what I see just makes me frown.
All around me are upward spiraling prices, Everyone demanding pay rises.

I work hard every day aiming for the sky,
I hope that soon I will get my piece of pie.

Sometimes I wish things weren't moving so fast,
Back to the day when my money used to last.

At least there's still hope within my heart,
That I will one day earn my part.

Societal Bliss

In a world so full of turmoil
Everyday is a treasured gift
Many people fail to recall
The little things we are blessed with
So small to us, they seem insignificant
the more we get its the more we want
This rising greed of modern society
Is what makes us walk around blindly.
We are quick to turn and point our finger
and to give thanks and praise we never remember.
In a life so short we must be sure,
to live each day with care and compassion
There's more to life that glitz and fashion
Look around and educate yourself
Ignorance is bliss you say but its just an arrogant way
of pushing your guilt away.

QLC-Quarter Life Crisis

At the age of 16 usually you start thinking about where things are going in life. You are about to graduate from High school and then move on to the next stage of education. So you have to focus on what area of study you need to focus on. Then comes graduation and the job search. Most young graduates have a difficult time getting hired because most employers want to you to have work experience and the jobs where you dont need work experience you are overqualified for. This is the dilemma we all are faced with. Unless... you have parents with some sort of connections to get you hired in a decent company for a decent wage. So you ask yourself what was the point of all the years of hard work and study if this is how saturated the job market is?? Eventually you will find some sort of job where you are either over worked and underpaid or underworked and your mind begins to rot. In our generation we had this to deal with and an economic downfall. Ok so next step is: we all want to move out from our parents house but the cost of living is so ridiculously high and housing is too expensive. So what do we do?? hmm well alot of people have started squatting hahah! and a friend of mine used to joke about opening apartments on tambrind square. Its really a depressing life if you have ambition because the system and this capitalist society are all out there to milk it for what its worth. Or not worth. This sums up the Quarter life Crisis. HMMM whats next?

WTF??

Did anyone see Kourtney Kardashian have that baby. It was like the child just strolled out of her womb! wow I've never seen anything like it and she is a small girl too! Im speechless.... I bow down to you for that Kourtney.

Kourtney Kardashian found labour "easy".

The reality TV star - who gave birth to Mason Dash Disick, her first child with boyfriend Scott Disick earlier this month - was amazed by how smoothly things went at the hospital and even invited her family into the delivery room.

D pants tooo tight

Ok ppl we are having a problem. You remember the tight pants style from the 80's which punk rockers used to wear and even before that the BeeGees used to wear those tight jeans? So around that time men got into the fad and had a good time wearing different colours? OK Fine.. Now it has come back in style but what we are seeing is what I call the Passa Passa version of it.. Guys are trying to wear the pants so toight it cyah come over dey backside and on top of dat they wearin baggy boxers under it thus giving the diaper effect. Not cute.
we seein yuh drawers bunchin up in yuh a$* GENTLEMEN!!! (Some of you) please! Take ur time to make sure that the pants are well fitted. That means it can go up over ur butt. Doh raid yuh lil sister wardrobe its not a good look. Finally decide if u want the baggy look or the tight pants look you CANT have both. Some ppl don't like the tight pants look at all but for me just make sure you can at least take your phone out your pocket or run if ah dog chasin yuh. If you can do these things without the pants splittin yuh good to go. : )

National Pride : )

Ok people stop crying over our money its already been spent. We can see the lovely seam lines in the well crafted symbol of pride!! Plus a certain minister has apologized so that makes it all better...... right?? Gosh all of a sudden I feelin rel sick to my stomach. Is this really the way things are going to continue happening. Decisions are going to be made, money spent, we fuss a bit, they make some sad apology and its ok cause mommy kissed our boo boo.
Stand at attention and salute! THIS is our national pride.

Legion

In my opinion this was a cool movie, exciting, freaky and lots of "what the f*%$ ??!?!" moments. strictly sci-fi. So if you are a strong christian brace yourself because they really change the outcome of this bible prophecy.